Ugh Army Dr's

So I'm ready to be in Texas now & out of the Army. I am sooo over these Army Dr's & how they analyze everything.

I started a new cycle(surprise I know) Friday, called the office a bit late so they didn't get back to me until today(Monday). Here's how this went. I got 2 phone calls:
1) nurse asking me if I'm going to be able to do an IUI. I told her no because we are hopefully moving in a couple months & we are saving money.
--(first let me tell you that these IUI's are $180 a pop / per cycle. We have the money to afford another child so don't think we can't but why would I waste $180 per cycle if it's not going to work)-- Anyways, she then tells me I'm not doing the shots anymore because they are over budget & since I'm doing IUI they are taking me off of it.
2) phone call two. Asking me if I wanted to try out "Femara" 2.5 mg. So they sent that to my local Walmart instead of driving 30 miles to post for it. Finally they started thinking lol.

So 2 tablets for 5 days & I go in for a Folli check on the 26th. I would like to know if I'm dropping these eggs. I know I'm making them for sure but if I'm not releasing them weve got fix that.

So we continue...

Sometime I hate being a woman....

I would've posted this Friday or yesterday but I was getting drunk Friday & recovering yesterday.
You know what I really hate about trying to conceive other than not being pregnant. Going & buying a test, coming home to discover that I started my period. OMG it's annoying. I went to Walmart for regular grocery shopping, and decided to pick one up since 1. I was there, & 2. I was on Cycle Day 29. Might as well. Got home, and BAM! Thankfully I didn't already use.
So onto Cycle 20 -- in over 2 years.

Okay this month I've seen a lot of people being/getting/trying to get pregnant, especially on FB & I've used or seen their friends use some acronyms & they don't know what it means. So I copied the list that I posted off to the side here & put it on it's own page.
*Look above*
I also noted that if I've missed, or you just want to add one that's not part of it, that I will add it to the list. So make sure you message/comment to me noting what I've missed & I'll add it.
Enjoy & have a good day.

So last night before I went to bed, I started feeling nauseated. On Day 25 around Midnight. I'm am soooooooo not, in anyway, putting this towards pregnancy. I have two theories, 1) My body being weird, annoying, & a pissing me off, OR 2)  Upset, & annoyed from trying/struggling to get my 4 year old to go to sleep. But could be a mixture of both. Who knows, but I am sooo not putting this towards being pregnant.
As the past, oh 10+ cycles I've been through, I'm not keeping my hopes up. It sounds bad, but I'm getting used to the disappointment. But the good news is, is that we do have our wonderful little man, but would love to give him a brother or sister.

Well to give me something to talk about. By looking at my chart you can tell that I have what's called as a Normal cycle. But to me Normal means doing what it's supposed to do & get me pregnant but I'll vent later. I continued to take Gonal-F. Since we took a month off, I didn't know that I had to go back to 75mg instead of 112.5mg that I was on before. Which was weird. But by the ultrasound my ovaries was "working" (ha!), so the Dr. gave me Novarel. Yes, I got that demon back. This time they showed me how to do the damn thing. And YAY! I got it right. I was able to shoot myself in the butt correctly.

So **fingers crossed** again for a pregnancy.

Oh I just re-read my blog to make sure I didn't already post this. But now, even when I'm not pregnant, I still get nauseated. So right before my period, like about a week before I start, I get sick to my stomach. That's happened for 3 cycles in a row, so I asked my nurse if that was normal, and apparently it is. Since I've been taking meds. my body will change. So my body hates me. We will see if I get pregnant.

Smacking Reason? Possible

So I was opening up my Rx allergy meds, & dropped most of the on the floor. Then tried to do the same thing with another bottle, ended up doing the same thing. Im cussing & stuff. Hubby opens his mouth & says, "oh, your just pregnant". HA!! Not holding my breath! After thinking about it, I should've slapped him for teasing me like that.

Well okay, from March then to May. Damn, I need to update more or something. I'm bad.

Still no success. Took April off tho. Well at least the meds. Had appt. this morning, and now currently awaiting phone call with the blood results to see if I'm going to do Trigger tonight, or tomorrow.

Not really much going on. So I update y'all as soon as I know something.